Seriously.

I say it a lot but, SERIOUSLY? Generally speaking, say that word relaxes me. It can always sum up what I am thinking and feeling. The past week has been a tornado for me. SO much is going on. Adam is applying to law schools, they are replying, I am trying to continue running (I have another half marathon in March), I am trying to raise Henderson, I want trying to be a better Christian, wife, and mother. Not to mention work at the same time.

Law School: Why is it so expensive? I mean really! Adam has been wait listed to some top 40 school's and denied from 2. The straight up acceptance was from private schools. Since we are funding this education on our own we have been forced to look at our budget ans see, well, we never used it. Now if you knew me 5 years ago, I always followed my budget. But one day I just stopped. SERIOUSLY.

Raising Henderson: Well ,he is too cute. He finally lets me put him to bed at night, and has mastered the art of the hug. He now gives us a tight squeeze with a little toddler grunt to let us know he is squeezing as hard as he can. The first time he gave me the AMAZING hug I cried.

Running: I think I'm burnt out. I had to rebuild my running last January to get me ready to train for a full marathon and it have been running non stop. I may be over it, but after a week like I have had, the 8 mile run on Sunday felt too easy and just what I needed.

Being the better: I need to step back. I need to look at my blessings. I needed a reality check and God knew it. He gave it to me (again). And I'm glad. I know after this week things will be different and that's ok. I am ready for the change and the next steps to come.

Oh, and I have left wordpress, this is just more user friendly to my technical needs.